Q. If the spiritual disciplines are a means of transformation, what is the role of the HS?
Transformation is always grace. We sometimes think that although we're "saved by grace," we're supposed to change by effort. Either that, or people become passive.
One of the analogies that's kind of been helpful to me is the difference between a motorboat, a raft, and a sailboat.
In a motorboat I'm in charge. I determine how fast we're going to go, and in what direction. Some people approach spiritual life in that way. If I'm just aggressive enough, if I have enough quiet times, I can make transformation happen on my own. Usually that results in people becoming legalistic, then pride starts to creep in, and things get all messed up.
Some people have been burned by that kind of approach. So they go to the opposite extreme and will say, "I'm into grace." It's like they're floating on a raft. If you ask them to do anything to further their growth, they'll say, "Hey, no. I'm not into works. I'm into grace. You're getting legalistic with me." So they drift. There are way too many commands in Scripture for anybody to think that we're called to be passive.
On a sailboat, however, I don't move if it's not for the wind. My only hope of movement is the wind. I can't control the wind. I don't manufacture the wind. Jesus talks about the Spirit blowing like the wind. But there is a role for me to play, and part of it has to do with what I need to discern.
A good sailor will discern, Where's the wind at work? How should I set the sails? Spiritual formation is like sailing.
Interview with John Ortberg, "Holy Tension," Leadership (Winter 2004), 24.
In my 25 years of being a believer in Christ, I have heard many appeals that demand I grow in maturity. I have been told by folks directly and I have felt their unspoken attitude that demands I grow. I have also been loved well by individuals who encouraged me to grow deeper and in my personal holiness.
The problem is that all to often I have not been told how to do it!
In fact, I think most of what passes for Christian literature asks, demands, begs, and encourages folks to grow, but it does not provide the means to grow in holiness.
I find this frustrating!
For years, I followed the motorboat approach. I think this is what most Christians and what most Christian living books encourage. "Do not be like the world! Do not be lukewarm! Do these seven steps and you will grow."
I did the seven steps about 77 times. I learned how to read the bible. I made myself pray. I engaged in various activities. Yet, I awoke about 15 years into my Christian journey to find that I did not have the ability to love anyone well. I had the outer appearance of faith, but I knew my heart was off. I was a self-righteous pharisee of the worst type!
Then I heard about Grace and the Gospel. It was like being set free from prison. My soul rejoiced. I needed healing. I needed grace and the love of God poured out on my hard heart. He gave me that grace.
Then, after a couple of years of healing, I found myself floating in a still current on my raft. I prayed, Lord give me grace and change me. Nothing happened. I waited. Still nothing- no further growth and no further movement of my soul toward God.
Then I changed my prayers. "Lord give me wisdom to grow deeper!" I cried. He answered by bringing me back to the gospel of repentance and faith.
"Actively rest in my grace!" the Lord whispered as He invited me aboard the sailboat.
How?
The spiritual disciplines teach us how to listen to the Spirit. At least when they are correctly used they serve this important function! The Spirit leads us to humility by promoting repentance of our outward sins and our inward self-effort. The Spirit calls us to rest in Christ alone for our goodness, power, and life.
The Spirit calls to to actively rest in the work of Christ. Active in repentance. Resting in faith.
May this Easter week find us growing in active passivity!
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