God's Work through people like us

"For if you remain silent  at this time, relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father's family will perish.  And who knows but that you have come to royal position for such a time as this?"

Esther 4: 14

I love a good question.  As a professor and communicator, I have seen how asking a good question can open minds and hearts.  I love seeing a person wrestle with their thoughts as they attempt to answer a question they have never thought about!  I think often in the midst of these questions, the Holy Spirit shows up to change someone's heart and mind.

The book of Esther is a strange OT book.  The main character of this book is probably Mordecai, but the book gets named after his cousin Esther instead.  

The setting for the book of Esther is the Persian Empire, which at this time is ruled by a somewhat unpredictable and crazy king named Xerxes.  In the first chapter, his queen, Vashti, disobeys and embarrasses the King before his nobles.  In a rage, he casts her out and he begins to look for a new queen.  The nobles come up with an idea to which Xerxes does not object.  All the beautiful virgins within the kingdom will be brought to him for a night, and he will choose the one he wants to be his new queen.

As you can see, this is not a great spiritual story!  It is very base and earthy in all of its components.  Into this cultural mix, Esther is brought into Xerxes' harem.  She is given beauty treatments and brought before the King.  He obviously likes her as he chooses her to be his bride!

Let us pause for a moment and see what great spiritual attributes Esther brings to the table.  She is obviously beautiful.  In fact, she must be smoking hot to be chosen as the most beautiful woman in the entire Kingdom!  ... That is about it.  I do not think she had to be a great conversationalist for what was expected of her.  She was good looking and willing to be part of Xerxes' harem.

I find it so ironic that many, throughout all of history and in every time and place, believe they are not qualified to do God's work.  God can truly use anyone!  

If our history is not noble and is marked by bad choices, God can use us!

If our knowledge and skills are low, God can use us!

If the best we can do is cry out, Lord have mercy on me.  God can use us!

In the book of Esther, she is now queen.  She is performing her duties as queen and Xerxes obviously likes her.  Then Mordecai uncovers a plot to destroy the Jews.  Why?  Because one of Xerxes' officials hates Mordecai!  Mordecai approaches Esther and asks her to risk her life to get the King to change this awful plan.  What must she do?

Esther must come before the King without his having called her so she can give her petition.  In the Persian empire, you could not come before the King without his having summoned you.  Xerxes had not summoned Esther.  She would have to break the law, almost in the same brazen manner that Vashti did, to bring her petition to the King.

Our opening passage includes Mordecai's answer to Esther's objections to coming before the King.  "And who knows but for such a time for this you have come to your royal position?"  Obviously this is true.  Yet how does she know for sure?  

Here is where we also struggle for clarity.  Just as Esther had to overcome her fear, so do we if God is to use us.  We have to step out in faith and do that which God has laid upon our hearts.

So, I ask, "For such a time as this", God has brought you through all of your life.  Will you step out in faith and do what He is leading you to do?  You are uniquely qualified to perform whatever task God has brought you to.  Will you do it?

It does not take great "spiritual strength" (whatever that is), but a willingness to believe.  Faith means looking past our fear because of the knowledge that God is at work.  He is doing something.  Even if I perish in the attempt, I will do what He is leading me to do!

So, what is God calling you to?  Is it a call to ministry?  To missionary work?  To talking to your neighbor about Christ?  To going back to church?  To loving your spouse even though they do not deserve it?  What has God laid upon your heart?

Even with all your heartaches and hang-ups, God has uniquely qualified you to do the task He has laid upon your heart.  Repent of your unbelief, trust in the Maker of all things, and watch Him work through you!